Too many stressors in my life
That are swallowing me whole
Too many wrongs that keep showing up
Too many doors that seem closed
Watching in the distance
As those I love and know achieve
As I sit in this pile of dust
Trying to remember the way to my dreams
But my heart is heavy
My body is tired
And I keep forgetting basic things
My nerves are fried
My hands are shaky
And here I am on my knees
Praying that nothing else will happen
Praying that I can fully heal
Before something or someone reminds me
That I'm human still