Too many stressors in my life

That are swallowing me whole

Too many wrongs that keep showing up

Too many doors that seem closed

Watching in the distance 

As those I love and know achieve

As I sit in this pile of dust

Trying to remember the way to my dreams

But my heart is heavy

My body is tired

And I keep forgetting basic things

My nerves are fried

My hands are shaky 

And here I am on my knees

Praying that nothing else will happen

Praying that I can fully heal

Before something or someone reminds me

That I'm human still